I really look down on RT

I really look down on RT I look down on you I look down on you I want to pour down,really tired. I look down up on you look down look down look down BXL You really let me down,I'm very miserable ... all I really wanted was to look like everyone else Smelly girl!I look at you!Really want you! I always look down on the ah!么意思 请问I look up down you 这种用法对吗? 英语i look down you的意思i look on you i look upon you 的意思 I'm really tired.I feel i'm not down.谁给翻译一下 翻译``But I didn't really down,I still want to be by your side “I'm feeling really down ,that I want to cry now ” I was really down for a while, but I'm ok now是什么意思?