I helpless source and be abandoned and not be entertained是什么意思?

I helpless source and be abandoned and not be entertained是什么意思?
I helpless source and be abandoned and not be entertained是什么意思?

I helpless source and be abandoned and not be entertained是什么意思?
这是诗歌吧..那么晦涩
字面意思是：我无助的寻找源头,被抛弃,不再被接纳.